ZarBar, I Miss You So Much
Thank you for a beautiful 16 years. Last night I lost you. Not sure what life's going to be like now. I can't even cope with the thought of not seeing you again. Your dad's so lonely in this empty house without you, Zar baby.
Please come back to see me just once to say you're happy and loved. A lick on the nose in my sleep would be enough.
I fetch your ashes on Friday. I'm not sure how that's going to feel but know I want you as soon as I can. I miss you so much, baby. I can't breathe.
I love you, my little princess. xx