I am so sorry to hear about Tucker. Our pets bring us so much unconditional love that you can't find anywhere else.
I lost my "Carley Girl" in May and I am still mourning my decision to put her to sleep. I didn't want her to suffer. I guess it was the last loving thing I could do for her, even though at the time it didn't feel like it.
God bless you. I hope you are feeling better soon. I have been coming into the site to try to support the people who have lost their loving companions. It seems to help me deal with the grief and I hope it helps you too.
Emily - you saved me ... through suicide loss, addiction, poor mental health, displacement, sadness, happiness, Covid Pandemic, new houses, new jobs ...