To My One and Only Gin

Dear Gin,

I really miss you. I hope you are in peace now. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be there for you when you were suffering in pain, and I wasn't there to say goodbye to you.

I've always felt that I wasn't good enough for you, and I had not given you the best life you deserved so much, but I really, really do love you. I will always be with you, as you are always in my heart.

No matter what, you are and always, will be my best friend, my family, my sweetheart. You are my child. I will never forget you.

There is so much I wanted to give and tell you but I can't do that anymore. I really hope that you can appear in my dreams someday, or that we can meet again in the future, somewhere, somehow.

I hope you can hear all this. I wish you will be peaceful and happy forever. I miss you, Gin.