These are the ones I call treasure
My name is Vanessa and first of all I want to say I am really sorry for the ones who lost their dog!
I really appreciate that I still have my 3 beautifull dogs!
Well the thing is, they're not with me. And I suffer everyday so I can't even imagine what it would feel like when they are really gone!
I moved away and couldn't take my dogs with me. I only see them very seldom because of the bad relationship I have with my stepdad.
My biggest wish as a child was to get a dog! And my dream came true! His name is Lucky! A year later i got a dog found on the street. Her name is Buffy ...And my last sweet thing was lying on the wet street in Romania ...also a street dog.. she was a pup and I just couldn't let her die! So I took her home! I named her Flecky. But since my mom got divorced i can't see them anymore! Which is the worst for me...
I also have another dog at my grandpa's, named Micky. I feel so guilty because it was my fault the he lost his eye in a car accident! I saw how the car caught him! I still have nightmares! But I deserve that. It was my fault! It happened also in Romania where they don't really have collars and stuff for the dogs! And I shouldn't have taken him out with me! But he's alive and I cherish that gift so much!
I always avoid thinking about them for too long. I just can't take it! They lighted up my life, which was dark, because of the really bad relationship to my whole family. My dogs were always there when I needed them. They brought a smile to my face when I thought I forgot what it feels like. Once I was about to cry, and Flecky came to me, licked my face, went out to the pond, put her nose in the water and started to make bubbles. =)
I owe them so much! And I'm afraid because Lucky is getting old now. I don't know what I would do if I lost him, or any of them!
Although I love dogs so much I don't know if i would take another one after mine.
I wish anyone enough strength and love to learn to live with the loss of a dear friend!
Best wishes to all of you and your friends!