The Love of My Life!

by Cindi Parsano
(Greenbrier, TN)

Mac, a year ago today your pain was so great, I did all I could to relieve it. I am so sorry I allowed that pain to go all day. I just couldn't let you go on Valentines Day. When I laid me face on yours and you licked away my tears, I knew it was time to say goodbye to the love of my life.

I'm sorry I made you wait until the very early hours of the 15th. But, you are my sweetheart, and today and forever you will be my friend who wiped away my tears.

Our journey was long, hard and very good at times. You loved me unconditionally.

I'm sorry I moved from the mountains of California to the flats of TN. I can still see you running up the side of the mountain to greet your friends. We only had each other in TN. Yet always by my side and ever so loving. You found no enemy, you gave all to those you met.

I miss you, my love. I still see you, feel you and smell you. No one will ever fill my heart again. I love you, Macadoodle. Mommy is sorry for your pain in the end.

I hope you've made a lot of new friends in heaven, and you're running through the mountains of heaven. You are God's special baby now.

I love you with all my heart. You're my heart and soul. I will always be yours.

Love you, Schdoodlebug.

Mommy

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