Ozzie

by Jo
(NJ)

My adorable doggy who I miss so much. I just keep thinking I wish I had one more day with you. I want to hug you one more time and give you one more kiss, I miss you so much.

I hope you are waiting for me in Heaven. I love you so much. It was so hard to watch you die. I just kept thinking, "this isn't real, you are going to perk up and start wagging your tail and licking us."

I want to go back to that moment just so I can kiss you one more time and pet you. It's so hard going to mom's house and not hearing your bark. I was always telling you to be quiet, to stop barking. Now all I keep thinking is that I wish I could hear you bark. I would actually give anything to hear you bark.

It's a physical pain I feel when I think you will never lick me again or play with me again. It makes me sick.

I love you so very very much and I know you knew that. You lived a long happy life with us, and I will never ever forget you. You were my Christmas present so long ago and you passed 14 years and two days later.

I whispered in your ear before you passed that it will be ok, you're going to be just fine. I love you, Oz man, and miss you so very much.