I'll Love You Forever
It's been 3 weeks now since you died in my arms, little boy. I wish I could have saved you. I wish I had held you a little longer that day. I wish I had gotten to tell you I loved you one more time. I wish I had just spent 5 more minutes petting your soft, silky head.
It felt so sudden, but looking back I can see how withdrawn you had become. You were my best friend, my first born baby, and the bright spot in some very dark times in my life. You made me feel loved. I loved you with all my heart.
People don't understand why I'm still grieving, but I just can't stop missing you. I love you so much, my sweet Chuck! I'll always love you!