by Ana
(Florida)
I miss your cuddles!
A year ago today (7/4/2018) at 1:30AM, I received the call I was dreading. You weren’t going to make it after all. The vet asked for me to make the hardest decision ever.
The whole car ride I was balling my eyes out; how could I put my baby to sleep? But also why didn’t I know you were in pain sooner?
They told me to leave you there and they would take care of it, but I couldn’t leave you... I stayed with you until you took your last breath. Even when they told me you were gone, I held on to you.
I brought you back home and dad buried you next to your favorite corner where you loved to sunbathe. He gave you a beautiful memorial spot and even placed flowers.
Babygirl always remembers you and and calls out your name. I miss you so terribly, baby!! Even though it still hurts like hell that you're not here, I know you're no longer hurting and are in a better place!
I love you, hunny!
Bella, oh dear sweet Bella...I know it's been about 9-10 years since you died, but the silence and the pain still linger. Rebekah remembers you. You always
Mia, I miss you. I can't sleep, I can't walk, I can't drive, I can't move. I'm missing you. I'm waiting on your remains so I can have them next to me
It’s been a hard two weeks for me without you here but I can remember the day I said I do! I do! It all started with one of my dearest friends and I