I miss your cuddles!
A year ago today (7/4/2018) at 1:30AM, I received the call I was dreading. You weren’t going to make it after all. The vet asked for me to make the hardest decision ever.
The whole car ride I was balling my eyes out; how could I put my baby to sleep? But also why didn’t I know you were in pain sooner?
They told me to leave you there and they would take care of it, but I couldn’t leave you... I stayed with you until you took your last breath. Even when they told me you were gone, I held on to you.
I brought you back home and dad buried you next to your favorite corner where you loved to sunbathe. He gave you a beautiful memorial spot and even placed flowers.
Babygirl always remembers you and and calls out your name. I miss you so terribly, baby!! Even though it still hurts like hell that you're not here, I know you're no longer hurting and are in a better place!
I love you, hunny!