Fly in To Heaven My Little Angel Pinky
My Pretty Baby, I was 12 years old, a child, when my Daddy bought you for me as a gift. I remember the car ride to go pick you up. I was so excited to meet you, and when I did, I had no idea back then the amazing impact you would have on so many people's lives, especially mine.
You were a quiet sleeping little baby, and even threw up in the car. You were so tiny you fit in the palm of my hands, and at first I was a little scared of how small and delicate you were, because I didn't want to hurt one bone in your body. You then started growing.
I remember your first bark, first tooth that fell off, and how you would always chew up all my shoes and I wouldn't get mad... I'd laugh. Time started passing by and I started growing up and even though I was maturing and becoming a young woman I still acted like that 12 year old girl when I would see you. You ran to the door and jumped on me whenever I would come in to the house. You were so happy and energetic and full of life.
You were my sleeping cuddling teddy bear. I had to sleep with you and snuggle you every night in my bed, and it was mutual, because if I went off to my room by myself, you would be scratching and knocking down my door until I would get up and bring you into my bed.
Before I knew it, I was quickly becoming a woman. As you got older, less time was spent together. It didn't matter how late I would get home from wherever I was, I would still pick you up from wherever you were laying down (if you weren't in my bed waiting for me already) and bring you into bed with me.
I can honestly say you were my best friend before anyone else. You were and always will be the love of my life. I poured and invested ALL of my love and energy that I had to give into you (that is probably why I never gave as much love or affection to men, LOL). Everyone envied the love I had for you, and would always tell me that the only "person" I really loved was my Pinky, you.
Now you're gone and I don't know how I'm going to adapt to coming home and not hearing your bark or seeing your tail wag with joy, or how I'm gonna sleep and not hear your snoring and loud breathing because you were so fat LOL. Or how I won't be able to have my snuggly moments with you as we both lounge in bed and watch movies and be lazy together on Sundays.
It breaks my heart that my future husband and kids will never have the chance to meet you, or how this will be my first Christmas in 13 years that I will spend without you. You were two months shy from your 13th birthday, and this year I will still celebrate you.
I'm still in shock and can't grasp the fact that you will no longer be a part of my everyday life, but I hope and pray that your soul is reincarnated and comes back into my life in any form someday.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
I LOVE YOU PINKY. We will ALL love you forever and miss you. Mommy, Daddy, Janny, our entire family and all of my friends. Until we meet again my little baby and best friend.
R.I.P. My Little Angel 02/08/98 - 12/05/10 <3