Emma 1998 -2012
I lost my best friend May 26 2012. She had one day left at the pound before they were going to euthanize her in 1999. Best $50 I have ever spent!
I truly believe I was meant to have her. The sweetest face and in those eyes I saw nothing but love, so much that when I looked at her, the love was so strong I would even cry then because I actually felt it physically.
I miss her so much that I do not know if I can get over it. She was constantly sitting next to me, laying next to me, my every move for 12 years.
Her passing bothers me but now I doubt the vet that I took her to. There was no compassion so I am feeling guilty that maybe I should have done something more, taken her someplace else, but it was Memorial Day weekend. Few options.
Guilt is killing me...what if the vet was wrong.
This has changed me as a person. I am no longer going to be the same because I do not feel that extra love I got from her every day. Her furry face isn't sitting there watching me get ready for work.
I just don't care about anything anymore and feel absolutely no happiness right now. I have had 2 dogs before but this one was a special bond that I cannot explain. She made me smile every single day since I brought her home from the pound. I must remember that THAT is what it was all about.
The pain I am going through, I would do it again, just for her.